Sometimes the world spins around you....n the feeling is that you are just alone in the crowd of all, with no one to listen to you..no one to understand you..neither you have anything to say..
My head is just spinning..why is there so much turmoil in me?? Am i confused?? But then confused about what?? And do i have a clear question also to ask myself also?? NO..a chaos and confusion in that too..
LIFE..is it ever right or wrong or its just a pendulum that oscillates between sense and non-sense..i think the later is a better answer..but am i speaking all non-sense over here? Was it ever anticipated that I myself will fail to understand what I feel? Or what I should say? It seems my life is a fragile hanging bridge, a single wrong step and may be I will crash down into the endlessly deep canyons of oblivion. But where is a solution for it? And really what solution am i talking about when I don’t even know what turmoil & dilemma or confusion I am talking about..
Do phases like this come in every person’s life? Or it’s only me who is suffering?? How do people tackle such a non-sense state of mind? Are these all rhetoric questions?? No..obviously not because no one has the answer to all these..these all are pertaining to the complexities of the human brain..and more precisely my brain..Am I angry?sad?hurt? i don’t know..what do i really want?I am getting lost..Is my life going according to ways I wanted it to be? Please GOD help me..help me out ..I am drowning ..Drowning in this utter confusion..this emptiness..everyone seems so happy around?? Then why am I not happy?? Neither do I have any reason to be sad..Am i really going insane?? People say when you can’t convince then confuse..
Are you all confused reading this?? SO AM I......
Miss Payel, evryone around u r in the same state as you r in.some xpress their feelings,some try to wear the mantle of smiles and laughters to supress thm.its nt only u who is confusd or perplexd wth the life as it goes on,its a comon phenomenon evry1 experiences.i wsnt confusd coz evrythng u wrote fits into my life...the only betr thng thn keep thnkin of al these turmoils is to take life as it comes.
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