PERPLEXITIES OF LIFE....A TURMOIL..

Sometimes the world spins around you....n the feeling is that you are just alone in the crowd of all, with no one to listen to you..no one to understand you..neither you have anything to say..

        My head is just spinning..why is there so much turmoil in me?? Am i confused?? But then confused about what?? And do i have a clear question also to ask myself also?? NO..a chaos and confusion in that too..

LIFE..is it ever right or wrong or its just a pendulum that oscillates between sense and non-sense..i think the later is a better answer..but am i speaking all non-sense over here? Was it ever anticipated that I myself will fail to understand what I feel? Or what I should say? It seems my life is a fragile hanging bridge, a single wrong step and may be I will crash down into the endlessly deep canyons of oblivion.  But where is a solution for it? And really what solution am i talking about when I don’t even know what turmoil & dilemma or confusion I am talking about..

Do phases like this come in every person’s life? Or it’s only me who is suffering?? How do people tackle such a non-sense state of mind? Are these all rhetoric questions?? No..obviously not because no one has the answer to all these..these all are pertaining to the complexities of the human brain..and more precisely my brain..Am I angry?sad?hurt? i don’t know..what do i really want?I am getting lost..Is my life going according to ways I wanted it to be? Please GOD help me..help me out ..I am drowning ..Drowning in this utter confusion..this emptiness..everyone seems so happy around?? Then why am I not happy?? Neither do I have any reason to be sad..Am i really going insane?? People say when you can’t convince then confuse..

  Are you all confused reading this?? SO AM I......

RAANG BARSE..!!

Holi ..a festival of colours..a beautiful ocassion which brings together one and all..Holi is on 19^th this year but already had the essence of the festival..

17^th march,2011:Last sessional exam..no special day but made special by the enjoyment and fun wit frnds..being a day 1 day before holi...n having no more classes,we decided to celebrate it ..it was grt fun..from taking “aashirwaad” from teachers n colouring friends with “aabir” it was a total colourful mood for all..

Even the exam was done with in a hurry just to play with the colours..classrooms were made dirty wit the ‘aabir’..later all of us were even chased by the college gaurds so that we don’t get to opportunity to spread aabir all over the campus..n tht was an new experience in itself !!

 The shower of colours made it feel like heaven..forgetting all worries n tensions each one was just happy out there..self enjoyment and satisfaction was at peak..loved to see so much smile and laughter overall..a rare opportunity now. Pranks were played, happiness spread like heavy shower of rain...just with no thought that it may get over. In the continuous cycle of life, phases like this do really come too rarely.. n this rare opportunity, was fully utilised..

An accident which stops the cycling process may b for a small moment..but an accident worth remembering..worth living in that accident..

As a person I always love enjoying and being with friends, the fun n satisfaction that comes in from this is incomparable..Inexplicable..and the same was the feeling for this day.. colours,laughter,smiles,gossips,chats,mastii.....a complete day it was really..

                                         I just wish these dayz comes again n again in mah life...dayz which will give me happiness unmeasured..smiles unbounded..actions unchained...leaving no space 4 tensions,worries,tears and all...a wish made, knowing that its illogical, impractical..still this

                                     WISH has been made...n a wish striving for which a whole lifetime can be spent..

THIS HOLI HAS REALLY COLOURED MAH LIFE INTO A NEW SHADE..

waiting for much more shade changes in life n WISHING...

LOVE..n eternal bliss..

LOVE is an emotion of strong affection and personal attachment....its how wikipedia describes love..but is this sentence enough to describe love?????? 


can LOVE REALLY B DESCRIBED IN WORDS ???
            The word love..love doesnt only mean the love 4 ur lover..it incorporates each n evrythng tht u desire for..u wish 4..u feel happy for..parents relatives frnds belongings ur pet...each n evrythng in this world can b loved n is loved..

                    
           m soo lucky at love..being loved by all..it seems a bless m blessd wit..having the worlds best parents n d bestest of frnds is an achievement in itself !! n thn the LOVE of mah life...he's so special..made me feel what love is..ignorant to love as i was..he was d 1st person to make me taste dis honey sweet feeling..


HE..a person whom i cant describe..a person beyond description by words...the person who is reflected at mah eyes whnevr the word love strikes my ear drums..its an awsum feeling to love him..getting loved by him...a grt friend and an a best guide to have..to direct me thru the thick n thins of life..


we rnt a perfect couple..no1 is..but the love that we share is beyond comparison..a lot of fights..misundrstndings still we stand strong togethr..n alwaz will..
             people..do fall in love..its a bliss..a heavenly feeling..
                                                                                       N ETERNAL BLISS....


love u...its 4 u...

new to the blogging world..

BLOGGING...a new watchword in the e-world..it has been attracting me too..but never before had tried a hand at it..A LOT MORE TO LEARN..n a lot more to apply...hope this blogging journey becomes a soothing one where i can learn about the world its people n share the little experience i have....in short it will b a WORLD I LIVE IN...